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hi all,,

hows ur summer holiday going? i hope its so wonderful

what would u feel if u lived lonely however u live among your freinds and your mates?

Yea that will be hard and u can't bear that

What would u feel if u fond out all ur freinds are just lairs and cheaters?what would u do ??

you may run away u can't face them and u would keep living lonley

so the question is why all that happen to me ?

Is that happen becouse iam stupied or iam just a jerk ?

so what should i do now?

leave them or face them? its not easy to face them

i 've alost alot of my best freinds and people who are really love me for them
so all that means i was wrong when i pick them ?

or is that mean its my destiny?

is my destiny to live with pains ?!!!!!

so if that true ,why should i keep life then???
i dont want anything except good freinds which they can me cheer up and dont be sad everysec
is these wish impossible??

why its impossible its my simple right in life !!!

i like joy and i hate sadness , is it my fault coz i love the happniess?

why the life being like ? i always ask my self these question but i havent fond any answer and i think i wount

these life is wired,sometimes you think you are over the moon and suddenly it turns to be under the hell !!!

so what would you do if u were me????
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